I lie upon my back tonight,
And watch the distant sky
Alone, I watch the setting moon
As time flows slowly by
A lullabye upon my lips
A hand upon my heart
A gleaming tear within my eye
A cry yet to depart
Why must I lie forgotten here?
Cold and so alone?
Sad denzien of darkest nights
No place to call my own
Hold on to each departing breath
Can you feel my fear?
Can you bring me back to dreaming?
Or say goodnight here?
Fading to black, I feel afraid
Why must I testify?
For one day, you''ll forget my name
Abandon me, survive
Sweet whispers in my ears, deny
And drag me down below
Will you come running after me
Or will you
Are they whispering, can you see?
Who are they looking at, you or me?
I'm horribly afraid of what they say,
I'm constantly worrying, day after day.
I have to stay quiet, I have to be shy.
I can't let myself go, I'm not able to cry.
Blending in is what I do best,
Being invisible for all the rest.
How Christmas went... in gifs :D And if you don't celebrate it, happy holidays!
All night, like:
Get up in the early am and run through the house like:
Find presents like:
GIVE and RECIEVE GIFTS like:
Folk trying to kiss you under the mistletoe like:
That one person who didn't return your good wishes and you're like:
Eat christmas dinner like:
APPRECIATING ALL THAT YOU HAVE AND BEING GRATEFUL LIKE:
And getting back to the net like:
I also watched the Back to the Future trilogy and bought and played the new-ish game, it was all very savage. Love BTTF :)
How was your holiday? :D x
Why Did I Fall For You? by dessyweird51, literature
Literature
Why Did I Fall For You?
Was it the fact that you gave it your all when I needed a hand?
Or was it that you carried me when I couldn't stand.
It might have been our late night talks when neither of us could sleep,
Maybe its how you make me so strong when I feel so weak.
Might be your Kind heart, or your gentle smile,
But I know you are always willing to go the extra mile.
Maybe its the lies I tell that you see straight through,
It might be the nights I spend thinking about you.
It might be your artwork, your effort clearly seen,
The passion you put into it makes my heart beam.
You're the one who knows how to make me smile forever,
Even when I feel like sm
So you don't want to be my friend,
Then why do you talk to me?
Why do you look at me passing through the halls?
Is it because I don't look at you,
Simply because I'm forcing myself not to?
I don't know if I need you in my life,
I really don't.
I know I want you in my life,
But that means nothing.
Wanting and needing are two completely different concepts,
I know that from experience.
I'm just confused.
I ignored you for a week,
Then you talked to me that entire night
Is it because you actually want me in your life,
Or are you just using me to feel as though you're important?
Just tell me what you want me to do,
And I pro